I have never seen anything like this in my entire life, I witnessed a scary but amazing thing happen to RAW, she died in front of me after turning green, pale then blue...
Being Vegan, we cook Majority with organic ingredients although some foods have dangerous chemicals in them especially boxed foods which are mostly processed with added additives or some chemically modified nutrients. Do some research don't believe me! It wasn't until we realized that we are the Founders of a Science dealing with food, something so powerful, so grand and life changing, Our baby Vegannography. ALL the excitement of being someone that could possibly help change lives for better when everyday ALL my thoughts are mostly, How can I help humanity and myself at the same time? The desire for so many years to help bring change and certain realizations to peoples lives and knowing that it has helped myself in many ways, the first thing is....you want to share it and help others if they are open minded to understanding the message, it actually brought her and I to tears and hungry stomachs. Tears, laughter, amazement at what we Found and birthed and how far we came in our relationship ALL at once was maybe too much good news for us. We did it together, how special is that? Mom & Daughter and then according to society viewing us as being a color... black or some crazy name like African American (We ARE Indigenious/natives/Ebony) on top of that. How wonderful is this, ebony lives do matter and we CAN be Founders of something great just like ALL the others before us and ALL the ones coming after us. See..... people, some of us ebony people ARE NOT DEAD mentally, spiritually or intellectually but rather very much connected with Mother Nature and ALL her living organisms. Well on Sunday morning back in March, RAW cooked some cream of wheat and it was like any other morning that we have together except without this good news. RAW can have you licking your fingers after and scraping the pots & pans for more. With ALL organic ingredients, almonds, grapes, peaches, cinnamon, honey, almond milk, sea salt and of course regular kosher cream of wheat in a box, she lovingly mixed these together and it was delicious! After eating this meal and discussing our next moves at the kitchen table, immediately she stated, "Mom, I feel like I'm about to die!" I didn't feel concerned at first because she was talking, breathing and she was alert. I kept talking to her as if I didn't hear her. She stated again a little louder, "Mom, I really feel like I'm about to die right now!" Then she started to lean side ways off her chair and she became slightly incoherent. I got up to grabbed her gently and said, "Come let's go to the bathroom so you can get into the shower." As I approached her, I couldn't help but noticed that a greenish hue came over her face and neck and was traveling down her arms. I didn't know what to make of it that she was turning green right before my eyes. She could barely walk to the bathroom which was about 25-30 ft from the kitchen. She was still talking but just barely and her skin was now pulsating a greenish hue underneath her skin and ALL she kept repeating in a very faint voice was, "Mom, I'm dying just let me go!" So many thoughts were racing through my mind like, she can't be dying, this was my day off from work and this can't be happening right now, she CAN'T be dying.... we just frikkin ATE! I started pacing back and forth through the house trying to decide if I should call 911 right now, maybe this feeling she is having will subside. She started getting weaker in the shower so I helped her out the shower to her bedroom which is adjacent to the bathroom. I held her up as much as I could and walked her in plopping distance of her bed. As she plopped on her bed like a lifeless doll, I started to panic but manage to remain calm and keep her talking even if it wasn't audible. I kept telling her to talk to me and open her eyes and look at me. She had become increasingly lethargic and incoherent, gurgling sounds were coming from her and faintly she said again, "I'm dying, just let me go!" I didn't know exactly what I was witnessing but suddenly she turned pale right before my eyes. Here lips became pale, her face and neck wasn't a golden brown anymore, I was looking at a pale version of RAW. I quickly went back into the next room pacing back and forth stumbling over my thoughts about maybe or what if my daughter dies today? What am I gonna say? Why haven't I called 911 by now? What do I do?? She just died? I started to panic, then I picked up the phone and yelled to RAW, "I'm calling 911!" Then, I came back to her room and yelled again, "Do you hear me? I'm calling, do you want me to call 911?" as a way to get her talking again. She didn't move or answer me, so I walked over to her calling out her name and lifted her eyelids and tried to shake her. She was still an ugly pale and her eyes were fixed and her breathing was very slow and shallow. I yelled in her ear and her eyes stayed fixed and opened as she laid there lifeless on her right side. As I stood up, I realized she was turning blue now, her lips were blue and immediately I touched her face and neck and her body was cold. THAT DID IT! I DIALED 911 the operator answered, This call is being recorded what is the location and nature of your emergency? I stated, I think my daughter stopped breathing, she is blue her skin is cold and her eyes are fixed, I think she is in a state of shock and she is NOT responding or conscious. I gave my address and stayed on the phone with the operator giving minor details about what she was doing before her collapse but then I got frustrated because I couldn't wake her up. Her eyes were opened and fixed, she couldn't respond and she was garsh darnit BLUE. I have never witnessed anything like this in my entire life, it went from a good day off from work to maybe my daughter is dying. The ambulance showed up quickly and I tried to explain the events, I think maybe I sounded crazy to them because ALL I could say was we were eating and excited about our good news and she got weak, started to turn green, then pale, then blue and she became unconscious. They transported her to the hospital and I went by cab. When I arrived, she was awoke, talking, and laughing with me. I was relieved to see her face, I didn't know what to expect. I explained to her what happened because she didn't remember how she got there in the hospital. She stated she didn't remember anything but she felt like she was dying and that was ALL. I explained to the doctors what happened and they wanted me to wait outside so they can speak to her privately. "I'm her mother, anything you want to ask her you can ask while I am here, we share everything!" I insisted I stay. They asked me to just step outside the room for a moment. Oh wee, Thank my ancestors, I am mostly an agreeable person and don't care for unnecessary confrontations so I stepped out the room peacefully. I just wanted to know if they could tell us what they think this episode maybe and we basically got NO answers from them. Making this long story short, the doctor's couldn't tell us what happened or what caused this episode. WE GOT NOTHING...We still don't know what happened till this day. They put her in the psychiatric part of the emergency department and when she made a complete turn around, they said she was medically cleared and could leave the hospital anytime she wanted. They never ran any test, C- scans, blood work or anything. Then they immediately came with a wheelchair and rolled her into the waiting area with her discharge papers, almost as if she and I was lying or whatever happened didn't happen because they can't find anything wrong with her right now. It was absurd the way she were treated. She lost consciousness, turned 3 different colors and wasn't responsive so put her in the psyche ward??!!! What kind of shit is that???!! Now I'm seeing clearer that hospitals are NOT designed to truly help you but are certainly needed in some events. If they can't answer or help you find the answer then what is the purpose of having them or going to them, when they will only charge you for unknown answers or what they think it maybe? Anyways, she made a full recovery so we left the hospital scratching our heads with loss of time and a lot of questions. It was now after 5pm and we both lost 5-6 hrs since the incident happened around 10:30 am and couldn't figure out where the time went since it seemed like it just happened. My daughter died or disappeared in front of me, she was NOT there. Of course her body was present but the very essence of RAW was gone and I couldn't reach her with my voice or my touch. It was definitely a very very unique and weird experience, little did we know it was the first of many crazy events or episodes to take place in the near future as we go deeper into the World and Lifestyle of what we unearthed..... Vegannography. Go VEGAN, Go Green!
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